I am having a drug induced break from reality. I have switched meds (I am going off paxil! yay) but my body was not ready for the transition so quickly and so I have spent yesterday and today swimming in and out of this world. My dreams are awful and vivid. My head feels like a balloon and so far I have made 15 typos just typing this. Our brain chemistry is such a delicate thing. This is weird. I am slowing down the transition and I hope to be sane tomorrow. I believe I have glimpsed a small portion of the ultimate truth, but I am sure I will forget. Side note. If you are in a similar situation, don't read anything by Neil Gaman.